unkle grumps.

so here i am, at leon's trying to study for the shit module, Telecommunications Principles (TP)..

man, i don't really wanna study anymore, for now.. studying sucks.. i've been having thoughts about going to army first.. then probably continue right after army, so i won't be so "OLD" when i enter NS.. but others say i should just complete this damn bloody course with only 1 1/2 years to go, 1 year, hopefully..

right now, i'm having my 3rd can of redbull.. haha.. leon said that at this time of the year, 7/11 is making money from all the students "tonning" overnight to study for the paper the following morning, making money from RedBull..

sat night, ash's 21st birthday celebration.. got high on booze at his place already before heading out to zouk.. went to zouk and drank even more.. and thats when the booze start to attack one's mind.. not mine though, but some.. fights started, arguments emerged, and stupid acts were shown.. not gonna say who though.. overall, a good night out..

Wayne Williams, a.k.a. "Dump-Truck", committed suicide on thursday morning.. it was a very sad news, which came about only on ash's night.. all the scc ruggers there were shocked, lost for words.. he was a good man.. i still remembered the time once when he played, and we were about to score, andy douglas shouted from the spectator stands, "give it to the dump-truck".. he meant to give the ball to wayne so that he'd bash through the defensive lines and score.. i laughed at that comment.. haha.. funny.. but this incident hit us unexpectedly.. through all the games we played together, tours we went on together, he seemed a cheerful and untroubled guy.. even on wed night, he was out at a party with his colleagues, he seemed pretty cheerful.. but a few hours later on that fatefull thursday morning 4am, he decided to take his own life.. it was said he was suffering from depression, and plus the stress from work, he couldn't take it anymore.. thats what i heard.. anyway, there would be a memorial wake for him at the club on friday, though his body has been sent back to wales.. let's all drink to Wayne..

alright, enough said, i should get back to studying.. get this over and done with..

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