Thursday, October 28, 2004
Are these my eyes?
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
haven't been blogging for a while already.. this is what happened since.....
friday: had a sucky paper, then went to bukit timah plaza with ron and played a lil' bit of pool.. then duane came and we had lunch.. duane had to go home to sleep, so i had no place to go, and decided to drop by to see how's faith doing at work.. she was doing fine.. slacked there for awhile then decided to meet da jie and her friend, jasmine, i think.. forgot already.. went to town to walk around but ended up walking at far east plaza level one the whole time.. haha.. da jie was spending money like water.. had to "control" her spending.. lol.. after that, da jie's friend had to go off, and along came another friend whom was meeting us to go walas that night.. her name was jessica.. went to walas right after that but there weren't any seats.. we waited till it rained, then we went over to crustacean for awhile.. then da jie's friend called us saying they have seats at breko's for us.. so we headed down there, grabbed a few beers, slacked for awhile, then we found seats at walas.. haha.. finally.. then XY and lydia came to join us after work.. had drinks, food, chatted.. had fun.. yeah, then we went up to watch the live band upstairs.. EIC was playing.. enjoyed the music.. heh.. after that, da jie sent me home.. yay.. thats my friday..
saturday: went to work in the morning.. was a lil' late.. haha.. work was alright, quite slack.. anyway, after work, went town to meet shane.. walked around for awhile, then we went to cine.. they had some break dancing thing going on there.. and there was this guy who came up and did beatbox or whatever u call it.. it was really damn awesome.. he sounded like the real thing.. shit.. awesome.. roy came down, then headed to long john's to have dinner.. went to far east and got the sex bands.. haha whatever.. then earl came.. walked around town, then tajul and carleel came.. we slacked around, then i decided to go shanghai sally at the last minute.. didn't expect almost everyone to be there.. music was good, drinks were alright.. yea.. quite alright.. had supper after that with ash, joel, christian, kachun, jieren and manfred.. yea.. went home to sleep after that..
sunday: went to church early in the morning.. then headed to work.. had split shift.. was kinda tired, but somehow i survived.. heh.. after work, went to walas for awhile to meet XY and her friends.. was upstairs listening to the 2 singers.. pretty good.. haha.. headed home after that.. was real tired..
monday: did morning shift.. work was pretty slack.. after work, slacked abit then headed to town to meet khye.. sat at starbucks with duane after his work, but he had to leave, so we decided to go watch movie.. watched sky captain and the world of tomorrow.. haha.. quite a lame show.. after that, went to buy some stuff.. bought a tee at topman.. went to body shop to get a few items for my face.. yea.. then headed back to holland v.. XY, noelle, mint and joel were working.. wanted to go walas, but mint was kinda tired, so i headed home with joel.. met him at his condo later to have a few drinks and talked.. haha.. came home at 3.15, and slept like a pig.. woke up at 1pm, and now i'm here.. gotta go now.. going gym with mannie and joel..
friday: had a sucky paper, then went to bukit timah plaza with ron and played a lil' bit of pool.. then duane came and we had lunch.. duane had to go home to sleep, so i had no place to go, and decided to drop by to see how's faith doing at work.. she was doing fine.. slacked there for awhile then decided to meet da jie and her friend, jasmine, i think.. forgot already.. went to town to walk around but ended up walking at far east plaza level one the whole time.. haha.. da jie was spending money like water.. had to "control" her spending.. lol.. after that, da jie's friend had to go off, and along came another friend whom was meeting us to go walas that night.. her name was jessica.. went to walas right after that but there weren't any seats.. we waited till it rained, then we went over to crustacean for awhile.. then da jie's friend called us saying they have seats at breko's for us.. so we headed down there, grabbed a few beers, slacked for awhile, then we found seats at walas.. haha.. finally.. then XY and lydia came to join us after work.. had drinks, food, chatted.. had fun.. yeah, then we went up to watch the live band upstairs.. EIC was playing.. enjoyed the music.. heh.. after that, da jie sent me home.. yay.. thats my friday..
saturday: went to work in the morning.. was a lil' late.. haha.. work was alright, quite slack.. anyway, after work, went town to meet shane.. walked around for awhile, then we went to cine.. they had some break dancing thing going on there.. and there was this guy who came up and did beatbox or whatever u call it.. it was really damn awesome.. he sounded like the real thing.. shit.. awesome.. roy came down, then headed to long john's to have dinner.. went to far east and got the sex bands.. haha whatever.. then earl came.. walked around town, then tajul and carleel came.. we slacked around, then i decided to go shanghai sally at the last minute.. didn't expect almost everyone to be there.. music was good, drinks were alright.. yea.. quite alright.. had supper after that with ash, joel, christian, kachun, jieren and manfred.. yea.. went home to sleep after that..
sunday: went to church early in the morning.. then headed to work.. had split shift.. was kinda tired, but somehow i survived.. heh.. after work, went to walas for awhile to meet XY and her friends.. was upstairs listening to the 2 singers.. pretty good.. haha.. headed home after that.. was real tired..
monday: did morning shift.. work was pretty slack.. after work, slacked abit then headed to town to meet khye.. sat at starbucks with duane after his work, but he had to leave, so we decided to go watch movie.. watched sky captain and the world of tomorrow.. haha.. quite a lame show.. after that, went to buy some stuff.. bought a tee at topman.. went to body shop to get a few items for my face.. yea.. then headed back to holland v.. XY, noelle, mint and joel were working.. wanted to go walas, but mint was kinda tired, so i headed home with joel.. met him at his condo later to have a few drinks and talked.. haha.. came home at 3.15, and slept like a pig.. woke up at 1pm, and now i'm here.. gotta go now.. going gym with mannie and joel..
Friday, October 22, 2004
finally! the day i've been waiting for! since my birthday in may.. my new phone! yippee!! sigh.. happy but not that happy.. tomorrow i'm so gonna die.. MPI.. shit.. gonna mug real hard and try my best tml.. wish me luck!
Thursday, October 21, 2004
freaking boring night.. i have like 60 ppl online on msn every night but no one talks to me.. sigh.. i'm link invisible or something.. went to work today.. quite packed.. crowded.. got kinda pek chek.. joel's first night.. did pretty well.. after that, went straight home cos kena dua by someone.. wanted to go eat.. but now am sitting in front of the com eating instant noodles..
got a paper on friday and i'm so gonna die la.. i dun even understand a single thing.. screwed up my maths, screwed up my SN, now i'm gonna screw this up.. shit.. seriously, i'm gonna really start afresh next sem.. really gonna study and less play.. very little play..
oh ya.. calculated my salary for this month.. its gonna be $533.50.. ARGH!! CPF DEDUCTION!! damn it!.. sigh.. work so much for nothing.. still get less than $430.. like wtf.. shit la.. so screwed up man.. sigh..
gonna surf the net for awhile more then gonna sleep.. dental tomorrow and i haven't gone for my tooth filling!! shit.. the lady's gonna nag again.. 3 months i haven't filled up the hole yet.. no time man.. aiight.. ciao!
got a paper on friday and i'm so gonna die la.. i dun even understand a single thing.. screwed up my maths, screwed up my SN, now i'm gonna screw this up.. shit.. seriously, i'm gonna really start afresh next sem.. really gonna study and less play.. very little play..
oh ya.. calculated my salary for this month.. its gonna be $533.50.. ARGH!! CPF DEDUCTION!! damn it!.. sigh.. work so much for nothing.. still get less than $430.. like wtf.. shit la.. so screwed up man.. sigh..
gonna surf the net for awhile more then gonna sleep.. dental tomorrow and i haven't gone for my tooth filling!! shit.. the lady's gonna nag again.. 3 months i haven't filled up the hole yet.. no time man.. aiight.. ciao!
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
went to "study" at holland v today with faith, darren, joel, ash, julian and jie lun.. didn't really study.. reached at 4, "studied" till 5.. then went over to work.. work was alright as usual.. after work, went to adam road to have supper with joel, callum, mint jie, XY and cat.. ate and chatted.. then da jie sent me home! heh.. luckily i got a good sis.. yeah.. my cable's giving me problems again.. keep signing in and out of msn.. argh! seriously, i thought my new phone came in today.. was so sad to reach home not finding it on my table.. sob.. i waited for this phone for my birthday since may.. up till now, i still haven't received it.. sigh.. anyway, gonna study tml.. i hope.. i really need to study man.. okay then, thats all i gotta write..
Jie & Me
Monday, October 18, 2004
went to church this morn.. was like sleeping during the sermon.. damn tired.. after that, had lunch in church and headed down to work.. really boring.. no customers.. i almost died of boredom.. sigh.. after that, came home, had to bathe the dog.. then had dinner with my family.. watched "you got served".. really damn nice.. i love the dances man.. been trying to c-walk for a long long time.. anyway, am gonna sleep soon.. have to go school for MPI remedial class tomorrow morn at 9.. after that gonna head down to holland to study with the rest and then gonna work.. yup.. done up my "archives" section.. gonna sleep soon.. ciao!
Saturday, October 16, 2004
die.. i confirm fail maths.. shit.. sigh.. but at least i tried my best.. really.. after the paper, went to town to meet roy, earl, and shane.. then slacked around.. sian.. nothing much to blog anyway.. so i'll stop here.. EM3A summer school! here i come!
Thursday, October 14, 2004
was supposed to wake up and get to school by 9 today for the final revision class for maths.. tomorrow's the exam and out of 5 chapters, i only know 1/20 out of the first chapter.. i'm so gonna die la.. sigh.. been fcuking up my studies man.. gonna really buck up next sem.. i promise..
anyway, went to holland to study with ash, joel, julian & faith.. kinda happy with myself cos i finally know THAT little bit.. haha.. better than nothing.. yea, so studied, walked around holland, went into crustacean and met that new staff, went back to study, walked around to buy munchies, went back to study and then headed for katong laksa.. then sat on joel's bike and headed home.. but stopped at shell station to sit and chat for awhile.. now i'm back home, sitting in front of my com, typing this..
hopefully tomorrow i can wake up real early and get to school by 9 to study.. gasius is gonna help me.. pray that i can just pass this final maths module for the whole course.. then i'm free!! well, not really, just free from maths.. still have MPI, microcontroller processing interface.. like wth, i dun even know what its all about,, gonna start mugging real hard right after tomorrow's paper.. then i'm free like a bird.. heh..
i love to work man.. the company of my colleagues, the fun of working, i just love it.. listening to live singers, singing along.. weeeeeee.. nice.. working at crustacean has really given me the opportunity to get to know more ppl.. nice ppl.. heh.. :)
man.. i really need to go sign up for my practical man.. i wanna drive the beetle!! after exams, i will chiong.. gotta get it real fast.. i dun mind taking bike license too.. for sure there will be parental objections, but i'm gonna take it secretly, paying for everything.. even the bike.. yea.. more convenient for me to travel.. sometimes can't even take the car.. so i'll use the bike..
alright.. gonna try to study now.. hopefully something can get into my head.. ciao!
anyway, went to holland to study with ash, joel, julian & faith.. kinda happy with myself cos i finally know THAT little bit.. haha.. better than nothing.. yea, so studied, walked around holland, went into crustacean and met that new staff, went back to study, walked around to buy munchies, went back to study and then headed for katong laksa.. then sat on joel's bike and headed home.. but stopped at shell station to sit and chat for awhile.. now i'm back home, sitting in front of my com, typing this..
hopefully tomorrow i can wake up real early and get to school by 9 to study.. gasius is gonna help me.. pray that i can just pass this final maths module for the whole course.. then i'm free!! well, not really, just free from maths.. still have MPI, microcontroller processing interface.. like wth, i dun even know what its all about,, gonna start mugging real hard right after tomorrow's paper.. then i'm free like a bird.. heh..
i love to work man.. the company of my colleagues, the fun of working, i just love it.. listening to live singers, singing along.. weeeeeee.. nice.. working at crustacean has really given me the opportunity to get to know more ppl.. nice ppl.. heh.. :)
man.. i really need to go sign up for my practical man.. i wanna drive the beetle!! after exams, i will chiong.. gotta get it real fast.. i dun mind taking bike license too.. for sure there will be parental objections, but i'm gonna take it secretly, paying for everything.. even the bike.. yea.. more convenient for me to travel.. sometimes can't even take the car.. so i'll use the bike..
alright.. gonna try to study now.. hopefully something can get into my head.. ciao!
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
sigh.. i'm so gonna die man.. maths this friday and i dun even know form the beginning.. sigh.. how how how? please pray for me.. can't even concentrate for a minute.. sigh.. who can teach me integration? stupid engineering maths.. i hate it.. luckily its the last maths module for my course.. IF i pass it.. anyway, work has been fun.. i'd prefer to work than to study.. oh ya, faith, joel and ash came to apply today at crustacean, and they were approved.. heh.. jialat.. now i have lesser working hours.. argh.. haha.. means lesser money too.. =/ parents are on cruise tonight! yay! coming back on friday afternoon.. but also no use.. must study, cannot play.. sian.. feel like drinking.. but dun have anyone to drink with me.. so sad.. gonna try to find ppl to teach me maths tomorrow.. gonna study the whole damn day.. have to.. i make sure i'll pass this time round.. if not, i can say bye bye to ngee ann.. ok then, gotta try to mug now.. ciao..
Monday, October 11, 2004
lemme see.. backstabbers, you know who u are.. thank you very much! and the fucker whom i trusted? thank you very much.. the girl i loved? fuck you! thank you very much! the "friends" whom i call friend? thank you very much.. all these while, i see people with masks on.. every single one.. whom shall i call a friend? i don't feel like talking to anyone anymore.. i'll just lead a quiet life, not opening my mouth.. bitch.. i hate your stinking guts.. SLUT! and you there! each time i see you, i just wanna punch your fucking face.. u can have your shorts back! it stinks by the way.. look me in the eye! i bet you can't.. oh well, maybe you can.. cos you're a fucker! u don't give a shit! know something? fuck you.. i can't stand your stinking guts anymore.. u wanna fight? i wanna fight! i wanna kill you! seriously.. i can't stand your face no more..
people! hear me out! backstabbers, i trusted u.. all of you are motherfuckers!.. get outta my life! bitch, i loved you.. oh well, good job man.. and you! fucker! i trusted you all my life.. u think u look cool with your shaved hair? __ piss off! you don't earn my respect anymore.. so what if you're my relative? fuck you! even my dog earns more respect from me than you.. you are just a puny dickhead.. come fight with me! i'll make sure i kill you.. who the hell do you think you are? arse..
anyway, thanks to all who have been really supportive.. thank you all so much.. to those who "care", fuck off.. i don't need your acting..
people! hear me out! backstabbers, i trusted u.. all of you are motherfuckers!.. get outta my life! bitch, i loved you.. oh well, good job man.. and you! fucker! i trusted you all my life.. u think u look cool with your shaved hair? __ piss off! you don't earn my respect anymore.. so what if you're my relative? fuck you! even my dog earns more respect from me than you.. you are just a puny dickhead.. come fight with me! i'll make sure i kill you.. who the hell do you think you are? arse..
anyway, thanks to all who have been really supportive.. thank you all so much.. to those who "care", fuck off.. i don't need your acting..
Sunday, October 10, 2004
stayed at home the whole day.. slpet, eat, slept and eat.. thats all i did for today.. didn't even step outta the house today man.. haha.. am still tired, dunno why.. gonna sleep..
Friday, October 08, 2004
met jie for dinner at SIM.. didn't really eat much thought.. after that headed to work together.. work was fun, but tiring.. was very crowded at the restaurant today.. was runner.. had to serve food both upstairs and downstairs.. had to carry heavy dishes to the kitchen.. it was really heavy.. headed back home after work.. sometimes, feel quite helpless.. can't really help the friends around me.. sigh.. i'm having problems myself.. but slowly getting over it.. tml is gonna be a tiring day again.. 20 pax reservations in the morning, and 40 pax reservations at night.. =/ gonna sleep now.. only have 3 hours of sleep.. gotta go to school tml.. yep.. ciao
Thursday, October 07, 2004
woo.. haven't blogged in a long time man.. been working almost every night.. well its kinda fun.. getting to know my colleagues better.. guess its much more fun working now.. can joke around with my colleagues.. anyway, haven't been going to school man.. teachers are chasing me.. argh! gotta buck up man.. exams are coming.. heh.. tired.. gonna slp now..
Monday, October 04, 2004
everyday, i cant think straight.. life is really at the edge for me.. haven't been going to school, teachers have been chasing me, friends have been disappearing.. sigh.. no one in this world thats left.. only me.. well, gonna have a hectic schedule at worl this week.. monday and tuesday working from 6-10pm.. wednesday, thursday & friday working from 6-11pm.. sunday working from 12-11pm.. gosh.. but owell.. gona earn some extra cash anyway.. and work's been pretty fun although its a bit serious.. yep.. gotta go now.. meeting diana to play pool, after that gotta work.. ciao
