unkle grumps.

sigh.. damn disappointed.. no inspiration to carry on singing man, although i really do wanna pursue something from here.. feel so demoralised, ain't gonna get paid.. gonna go MIA for awhile.. study study study!

i have quit rugby, quit work(for awhile), and i've got the singing job at crust.. playing there every mondays now.. i've just lost a big group of friends, cos of some motherfuckers.. especially the 2 phat bastards.. i hate them.. i really do.. fucking backstabbing motherfucker.. sigh.. anyway, not gonna go out anymore from now on.. gonna start studying already.. except for mondays when i play at crust.. had an audition yesterday, johnny was suprised.. haha.. he thought i couldn't sing man.. anyway, joel came down too.. he was playing at walas earlier.. yep yep.. gonna practice real hard from now on too..

shit.. i feel damn lonely.. i need a companion man.. zzz

yesterday, went to this small pub called "old brown shoe".. it was pretty alright.. but one thing that i really enjoyed, was tasting the first sip of Strongbow Cider for the first time.. i'll say, it was just heavenly.. i loved it.. i'll definitely go there again.. $12.50 a pint and alcohol percentage is 8%, higher than normal tiger or carlsberg or heineken.. caught up with some ppl i dun see everyday.. found out some stuff while i was MIA..

anyway, i'll be playing and singing on monday night at the "fish tank" (xy's term).. gonna play just a few songs, you'll never know, maybe more, and eventually, playing there for cash.. oooooo.. heh.. gotta work today.. ain't looking forward to it.. saw the schedule, its kristy and pearl i'm working with.. kristy is alright, not pearl.. dun wanna continue further.. argh!! SAVE ME!! have to work split shift tml.. 12-5, 6-11.. gosh.. Somebody save me..

been feeling kinda lonely for a long time.. i need a companion.. sigh.. bored of life.. just waiting for a someone to appear.. :)