unkle grumps.

Yesterday : Went to church early in the morning.. then had lunch at adam road..then met darren, faith, bing, selwyn, john, jachin and his gf, at harbourfront.. then we headed to sentosa.. went to tanjung beach.. hAha we went to climb coconut trees and pluck out the coconuts, then we cut it open and drank the juice.. man, it was sweet.. really had a blast.. i had a tan, which was what i wanted to get, happy! hAha.. then bing, selwyn, john, jachin and his gf went off.. left me, faith and darren.. we were damn bored, we took hell lotta pics man.. hAha.. after that, went to shower and wanted to head down to town to marche.. but faith received an unexpected call from her mum saying she had to be home straight away. so sad.. we skipped town.. but me and darren had other plans too.. it was gen hong's birthday and had a party at his house, so we headed to his house.. had some food and caught up with him for a short while.. it was cool, haven't seen him in a long time.. anyway, he has to head back to India this friday to finish his studies there.. then decided to go home.. met joel at the pool downstairs, ravi had a birthday party too.. met a few of his frens.. sat down, chilled, drink.. it was cool.. went home and slept.. haha.. real tired man.. haven't been sleeping well these few days.. Today: Just any other ordinary day.. had school in the morning, then went to gym today.. haha.. as usual.. then had school training.. ah chuan came down to day and coached us.. fitness!! argh! my fitness is real bad man, and so is everyone's. hAha.. after training, went for dinner with ben, ash, mannie, bing, jamers, darren teo, daryl and khid.. and some of the touch girls like faith, winnie, tao, gloria, and some others whom i haven't got to know yet.. it was cool.. yeah.. joel gave me a ride back home.. slacked at the pool for awhile, then he had to leave.. gonna slp soon.. tired..

i'm so bored, i'm so screwed.. tomorrow's my last paper and i dun even know whats going on.. i'm sure to flunk it man.. can't study too.. my notes are all empty.. haha.. anyway, met earl at KAP to chill for awhile.. then went to meet bing in town.. went window shopping.. shit man, saw alot of nice tees at topman, i wanna get.. headed down to the club for training.. after training went to BK to eat.. yeah, then went home.. so screwed.. no money also.. sob...

finally i could get online.. was trying the whole bloody night to connect online.. stupid wireless.. anyway, went to meet bing and selwyn at the gym today.. did arms.. after that, met darren, earl, faith, stephanie & sheena.. we wanted to go bowling at cine, but the whole place was closed.. a LAN shop took over, so we decided to play LAN.. the girls joined us a little bit, then they went off to go shopping.. girls, thats what they only do.. lol.. after that, we went met them, and went to have dinner.. went to play pool at lucky plaza after that.. then we went home.. i got screwed by my father.. for getting another warning letter.. shit man.. i'm bored..

woke up to take my test today.. engineering mathematics 3.. i was a bit late, but oh well.. i totally didn't study or understand this whole module.. so i just wrote the question numbers and the equations in and waited till 45 mins so that i could leave.. hAha.. i would be happy if i got 10 marks man.. most likely won't.. went to meet darren, then we went to buy ingredients cos we were cooking luch at darren's place, and faith was going over too.. they didn't have some of the ingredients, so i decided to come up with some other dish.. i never came up with something like that before.. it was the first time.. we bought macaroni, chicken meat, 2 cans of campbell's chunky, mozerella cheese.. ooo... when we got to darren's house, we boiled the macaroni.. then we heated up the 2 cans of chunky.. while waiting for the macaroni to be ready, we chopped cubes of chicken and fried it with magarine.. after that, we put the macaroni on a tray, then poured the chunk over the macaroni, added the chicken cubes, and finally, mozerella cheese everywhere! we then baked it in an oven.. omg, it was scrumptious man.. seriously.. i was damn proud of myself.. haha.. i think i'll call it, chunky cheeseroni.. oo.. founded by yours truly! hhaha.. after that faith had to go to sch for her test.. stayed at darren's for a while, then headded to club for training, met diana to pick up a few items.. yea.. and now im home, aching and tired.. gonna slp soon.. ciao!

went to school, met faith to study a bit.. then headed off to do my test.. SN was easy.. hopefully i can pass.. after that, met faith and darren.. talked a bit of cock while waiting for bing to come.. ass.. said he'll reach in 20 mins time.. ended up more than an hour.. after he came, we went to the gym.. did chest and only chest.. after that, we went to clementi interchange to have dinner, didn't eat cos i wasn't hungry.. after that we went bowling at west coast recreational centre.. i played like shit today man.. it was really exciting.. haha.. we competed the last game.. bing and i, faith and darren.. pairs, loser buys the other 2 drinks.. me and bing lost. omg.. faith is one hella pro.. if she says she's lousy, don't believe her.. haha.. after that, went home, and now i'm here.. gonna flunk tml's maths paper.. haha..

I've done everything as you say

I've followed your rules without question

I thought it would help me see things clearly

But instead of helping me to see

I look around and it's like I'm blinded

I'm spinning out of control, Out of control

I'm spinning out of control, Out of control

Where should I go? What should I do?

I don't understand what you want from me

Cause I don't know, If I can trust you

I don't understand what you want from me

I feel like I'm spinning out of control

Try to focus but everything's twisted

And all alone I thought you would be there

(Thought you would be there)

To let me know I'm not alone

But in fact that's exactly what I was

I'm spinning out of control, Out of control

I'm spinning out of control, Out of control

*Where should I go? What should I do?

I don't understand what you want from me

Cause I don't know, If I can trust you

Or all of the things you've said to me

And I may never know the answer

To this endless mystery

Where should I go? What should I do?

I don't understand what you want from me

Is it a mystery? Is it a mystery?

I'm spinning out of control, Out of control

I'm spinning out of control, Out of control

I'm spinning out of control, Out of control

I'm spinning out of control *

I'm spinning out of control, Out of control

I'm spinning out of control, Out of control

she has feelings for someone else, she says.. wtf.. thats it.. i'm seriously disappointed.. she can just do this kinda thing to me.. great.. haiz.. this is so upsetting.. she says she's found someone nice and that she will be well taken care of.. wtf? i just wanna die hearing this.. we only jus broke up yesterday and today she's doing this to me.. i've got nothing to say.. by all means, go ahead.. haiz.. went to turf city today to study.. then went for a walk around, decided to go into GNC.. checked how much points i had, and i actually had $81 to redeem.. was shocked, got a bottle of weight gainer, a shaker, and 2 protein bars.. yeah.. anyway, thats all for today.. had a real f***ed up day.. only have one thing to say about her.. b*tch!

had a match today against Blacks.. met darrell to go to the club together, but he was late.. got to the club, was late.. was ready to play blacks today, but i didn't get a chance! shit! was damn pissed.. winnie came down today, but i didn't see her at all, she was sitting faraway.. she said she saw me.. haha.. had a few drinks of beer after the game, had dinner and all.. after that, slacked at the men's bar and watched a bit of soccer.. i apologised to gloria and ben about what happened yesterday, i hope that they aren't angry with me anymore.. sigh.. today, diana and i decided to go our separate ways.. i'm sad, feeling down.. i still do miss her, but i dunno whether i still do love her alot.. she'll always be in my heart.. i'll miss her.. the things we did, laughed together, did everything together.. she was there for me when i was sick, supported me in everything that i did, comforted me when i was down, basically, she did everything she could for me.. she's a very sweet girl.. i'll miss the times we had together.. today is the 468th day i've been with her.. 15 months and 9 days.. a very long time for me.. she was my first girl i was serious about.. i dunno about now, but i can still say i do miss her very much.. thanks for everything, diana.. after that, i cycled to rail mall to meet earl.. it was his birthday, and i needed to cheer myself up, so i went to have a drink with him.. anyway, hope diana finds a guy who really loves her alot and cherish her alot.. i'll remember you for life, diana..

went to bing's house today.. selwyn was there..

we slacked around at his house..

i saw his snake! so cuuttee!

i feel like getting one too man..

then we went to guang ming's house..

selwyn wanted to borrow his lorry..

went over to gloria's house to take back selwyn's iguana..

reptile freaks they are.. haha..

after that, selwyn drove for the first time after he got his license..

guang's lorry.. man he was a bad driver.. LOL..

was sitting behind the lorry with bing, and we were flying everywhere!!

went to holland village to have dinner and met up with jachin..

chilled at starbucks, then they decided to go play lan at thompson..

went home right after starbucks..

preparing for the game against blacks tomorrow..

gonna sleep now..

you pissed me off real badly

i cannot take this anymore..

you made me so worried sick over nothing..

wtf is wrong with you?

f***ing pissed off..

that was the last straw..

we're through!

i don't wanna see you anymore!

don't you threaten me again!

i've had it with you!