unkle grumps.

woke up as usual for another day in school. but, today is a screwed up day. went to school, had class, met leon for lunch, went for class, slacked with leon for awhile in the library, then went ahead to our different classes. finished school at 4, then had nowhere to go, so i headed down to the club, reached at about 4.35. just my luck that the club were under-going renovations and for a long time, i was lost. so i just walked across the road to the singapore river and sat there, alone. flipped throught the 8 days that i bought, then went in the club to find the men's changing room. it was still there. so sat there for awhile, alone, playing mahjong on my lappy. then decided to take a walk. walked all the way to funan, drew money, and headed to mac's for a large fries. took a slow walk back to the club, "enjoying" my fries.

not many people used the priviledge of the shuttle bus from the club, just a few of us guys. got onto the bus, sat alone, cos i dun really know the bunch. messaged a few ppl, but none replied, and my phone had 1 bar of batt left. how lucky can i get? got to the field where we train. somewhere in tanglin, very deep in, luckily i took the bus. my group of teammates were damn cold towards me. no one talked to me at all. only 1 or 2, like dustin and jeya. oh well, training wasn't that tiring at first, but at the very end, fitness time. i almost died. haven't gone back to training in like 6 months? i think so. well, time to get rid of the belly.

after training, went back to the club and had a nice hot shower. after that, headed for the busstop right outside the club where i took 75 home. i would say, an hour's journey? slept the whole ride through. went to her void deck, sat for awhile, passed her the 8 days and left. now i'm back home, starving to death, shall go and find something to eat, doubt there is.

well, thats my day. it probably would be the same everyday now.

things have turned out better last night.. she met us at arab street having 3 pipes.. apricot, cappucino and grape.. i'm not gonna miss this opportunity again..

met baby for a late lunch then she had to rush off to work.. not sure where to go now, wanted to cath initial d, but very little are free, so another time.. maybe going to buy guitar strings, then have a drink with my bro.. hopefully.. haha.. anyway, hope baby comes home early tonight..

missing you, sweets

things have gone rather fast for us. and yes, we do need a break. i've been rather selfish in the beginning, thinking only for myself, my feelings.. not yours.. i regret not cherishing the opportunity that came to me.. thought about these things last night, having a bottle of wine in my hand, sitting by the pool..

you're a very special person to me and i can't bear to lose you.. i just pray that things will be better for the two of us..

i miss you sweets, i really do

just uploaded a song.. recorded it long ago, but thanks to my baby, it was only edited today.. haha.. thanks! this song is called delusions and its written by one of my band mates.. did an acoustic version of it.. enjoy.. Delusions

haven't been blogging since sunday.. school has been a bore and will always be a bore.. other than the part about seeing my baby in school everyday.. haha.. no school today as usual.. went over to baby's house to pick her up and came back home.. wanted to go swim, but we had to thank the weather for being so fished up.. unexpectedly hazy this morning.. the fire at PS had to be the cause.. haha..

went to catch Mr. and Mrs. Smith today with baby.. it wasn't that good as expected.. thanks leon.. oh well, but both of us were wanting to watch it a long time ago.. met earl and amanta outside cine, then we headed to lucky to punch a few rounds.. oooose, got my highest score today.. 172!! haha, suddenly i feel strong..

damn, school again tml.. i hate thursdays and fridays.. very difficult to see my baby.. for thursdays, she finishes at 12, for me, 4.. on fridays, i finish at 12, she starts at 12.. and ends at 6.. cocked up la.. oh well, if i get to see her for like 5 mins, i'll still be contented.. we haven't broken our record.. we have been seeing each other EVERY SINGLE DAY for the past month.. i've never seen anyone every single day before, other than my family.. haha.. its a record!

ok, time to put up some pics..

oh and 1 more thing.. baby i miss you!

MoMo last night was alright.. didn't really do much there.. went with my baby, sj, shane, earl, amanta, steph, yauting, anwar, james, ian & his gf.. we all got in free with the help of gwen.. didn't expect to get in free, just to get in, good enough.. haha..

What i like about MoMo :

- The music is as good as black's
- They have a local band performing in another area (although they're not really good, i just love live music)
- It's quite big, even though it's crowded, it doesn't seem crowded

What i dislike about MoMo :

- They're drinks are fucking expensive (zouk standard price, 1for1 for only half an hour at 2.15 to 2.45)
- They're drinks suck big time (ordered vodka redbull, and i'm sure i drank red bull alone)

Anyway, i would love to go back again, but the next time, am gonna drink before going in..

right now, am waiting for my baby to finish her survey.. i miss her so badly even though we last saw each other a few hours ago.. baby i miss you!

today is baby's mom's birthday.. happy birthday auntie!!! got her a bottle of red wine but dunno whether will be joining her family for dinner.. anyway, baby i hope we can go to MoMo today, together.. gonna check out that place man..

met the sister yesterday at her place, omg, damn fierce!! haha.. i was damn scared man.. was like her second mom.. lol! anyway, was kinda relieved after she told me her sister liked me.. phew! guess things are growing better between us.. heh..

gonna head to rail mall to return the 50 first dates dvd.. due today.. then gonna take a nap and wait for baby to finish class!


muacks! love you darlz

went to school to meet her today.. then headed to town to meet gen xian and kath.. we were celebrating lyn's birthday and wanted to surprise her.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYN! then sheng juan and jen came along.. followed by lyn and chris.. had lunch at sakae sushi.. ate a hell lot man.. damn.. i'm fat now.. as in really fat.. humungous tummy.. after lunch, took a walk to lucky plaza and played pool.. then met shane, earl and roy at the arcade.. after that, headed home with her, went to her place for awhile to slack.. then now i'm back home.. there's a pasar malam near our house, i so wanna go there i gorge myself with the food there.. haha.. i'm sucha glutton.. ok i'm damn tired now.. gonna sleep..

oh and one more thing.. baby i love you..

quite a tiring day, as usual.. i hate school.. why does it have to be so boring? how i wish i was in FSV too.. fuck ECE man.. engineering sucks big time..

had like tons of breaks today.. went to meet her and the gang for lunch at around 11 cos i ended early.. then headed to class to meet leon for awhile, chit a lil chat.. then headed to meet anwar to waste my other 1 hour break.. went for lesson at 2.. TP tutorial.. was like sleeping man.. i told myself, if i'm going for TP lecture the next lesson, i'll fall asleep too, so no point in going.. so i headed up to block 52, AGAIN, to meet her and the gang.. took pictures, sat on faizal's vespa with earl riding it and people at SIM staring at us, "what are these 2 botaks doing?" LOL.. then met khye damn kong at galileo, then we headed to halo bar while waiting for my baby, And the gang.. had like a bucket of 5 budweisers.. WAZZZZUUUUUUPPPP!!!! of course, we shared the bucket.. then played a game of pool, then my baby and the gang were done, so they headed to halo bar for awhile.. chit a lil chat again and sang a few songs.. it was like 6.30, so everybody left.. then i accompanied my baby to do her editing.. finally its done.. 8.30.. my pop kept bugging me to go home for dinner.. so my baby and i headed to my house where we had dinner.. slacked for awhile, then walked her home.. baby, i miss you! reached home, then chit a lil chat, then was about to sleep when earl the foo called.. "eh wanna come james' house to drink?" oooose.. i went over there at around 1 plus.. just got home from there.. kinda tired now, so gonna sleep right after i blog..

tomorrow they're celebrating lyn's burthday, so i'll look forward to that, with my baby.. and i'll get to see gen xian too.. long time no see.. ok man.. falling asleep now.. ciao

today was spent with my baby! hmmm, actually, everyday is spent with my baby since the 28th of may.. had school today.. slept in the morning class.. hahaha.. then met her for lunch and headed back to class at 1.. did schematic and board stuff and headed to town to meet my darling who was with her inner twin, elin.. they shopped shopped and shopped.. i meant window shopped.. and i, the guy, had to wait like an idiot.. the whole day.. ahahahah! ok la.. i'm not complaining.. don't even mind following them while they shop anyway.. then elin had to go off, so my baby and i took a bus home.. and yeah.. slacked for awhile, and now i'm blogging.. :) ok, i think thats all for now..

today was an enjoyable evening for me.. and will be even better for the next 50 years! my baby is so sweet! muacks! i love you darling!

the past few days have been an enjoyable one.. having a special someone beside me really makes my day everyday for the past week..

it has been a few weeks since i've gone to church.. brought hanni to church today.. today's worship had a few nice songs.. i really love the one by Hillsongs - All The Heavens.. its really damn nice.. will prolly do an acoustic version of it soon.. anyway, jammed for awhile after service.. wow.. i think our musical talents have all improved.. feel proud about that.. we're gonna make it big someday.. thats what i see.. haha.. still have yet to think of a band name..

after church, headed to limbang Mac's, had lunch with hanni there.. after lunch, she came over to my place.. wanted to install the program for hanni's phone so she could transfer her numbers and messages from her phone.. but in the end, couldn't install the program.. then we decided to watch a video.. A Cinderella Story starring hillary duff and chad michael murray.. not bad a show.. haha.. then, sent hanni home and went for dinner with my family at jurong east..

right now, hanni's doing a show on 484portal.. DJ sial! haha.. those who don't know the link to her online radio, here it is.. www.484portal.com

ok, gonna slack for awhile more, then, PRECIOUS BED!! HERE I COME!!

hanni has just helped me piece another song together.. its called collide.. its all under [my files].. yeah..

school's been alright.. although i don't know anyone in my class, some of them do talk to me.. friendly.. leon's in my lectures, so at least i have a friend during lectures.. haha.. i'm gonna study hard for this semester man.. get this course over and done with.. and i've officially quit *, so i'm gonna turn over a new leaf.. heh.. try to..

alright going to school now..