unkle grumps.

just came back from a run. i almost died.. ran the whole of bukit panjang.. without water or money.. really almost died, too bad i didn't.. one thing i learned.. never to get into a relationship ever again.. thats why some people kill themselves.. jumping down from 20th storeys, cutting their wrists, running in front of a speeding vehicle, stabbing themselves, banging their heads on the wall, running without water or money and dying of dehydration and body breaks down, heart stops pumping blood..!

time and time again i fall.. fall into this bottomless pit, and can never get out.. loving someone but not being loved..


lonely i fall, inflicting wounds so raw
retreating away, into the night from the day
my mind is confused, i feel so cheated and abused
flashes of past, stored in memories built to last

i miss those times we never had, i miss the feelings we never shared
now its over and i'm filled with pure regret
you probably didn't even know, the feelings that were never showed
now its over and i'm filled with pure sorrow

i'm craving for what's beyond that moonlit strait